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Well, the mail is in my in-box (just arrived as I was reading this email) and I’m too scared to open it. Let me tell you why. Level 1 I wrote in June 2004, didn’t cut it, rewrote in December 2004 and sailed through it. 2005 I got married so no studies that year. Ever since then I have tried to pass Level 2 (2011 was the only year I threw in the towel – temporarily and didnt write) I gave it a go last year for the 6th time but then Mum died and then Dad died and my marriage nearly died too so no chance of passing. This year I wrote it for the 7th time. Can you see why I am nervous? This is the one year out of all of those that I don’t have any other external factors to “blame”, but I do know I can’t write it again. Can’t put my husband through more trauma so I have a lot hanging on this (particularly as my boss is Head of CFA in South Africa). Definitely no more rewriting. Its now either move on (to Level 3) or move out……… and I am so scared!