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Just read this today and it made me feel a bit better so thanks for sharing! I had my freak out yesterday, same thing feeling like I’ve forgotten a lot of what I felt I knew solid before – just shattered my confidence completely and yesterday spent an hour having a good cry and managed to give myself a massive headache as well fml! Got a good sleep last night and am feeling a lot better today thank god. Going to push through this and try to stay calm, freaking out only impairs my thinking and makes me make careless mistakes. I know I need to get my confidence up though it’s weird because I felt really good last week. I feel absolutely horrible for my boyfriend, I’ve been a complete basket case for the last few months and he’s been a saint for putting up with me all I hope is that I pass this so that in the end it will be worth it. The stress of this plus work I swear it’s taken years off my life. Good luck to everyone! Sending positive, calm vibes!